The Disney World Wine and Dine Half Marathon was last week... on Saturday NIGHT, starting at 10:00PM. It was cool, but makes for a really hard day to plan for? My parents were in Orlando visiting--my aunt got some rooms so they came down to stay. Kind of cool that the race fell on the same weekend!
I did a short run and dip in the pool in the morning then ate and headed to Disney... what a magical place
I made the expo cut off by about 10 minutes since it somehow ended at 4 and I guess I didn’t even think about that. I then checked into the hotel and saw my parents before taking a HARD nap lol.
The busses took a while to load, but I got the start line eventually no problem. The gun went of and we were serenading with music, fireworks, and Mickey and Minnie.
I started strong, running at about the pace I wanted to. The course was “flat” but a lot of it was on the roads that connect all the Disney Parks so we had a lot of On and Off ramps on the highways to climb as well as bridges. Honestly, my favorite part was running through different parks and actually sped up. Everything was going great till I got to about mile 6.5...
Something hit me... not a bonk but just that odd feelings of “this is kind of hard... am I enjoying this? Do I have to run 18 miles in the hills of Las Vegas next month? Am I ready? What am I doing with my life?”
Like, for a while I just felt ...unhappy? May that’s not the word I’m looking for but I can’t put my finger on it. I continued to push through the race and my overall pace was not where I wanted, but I ran hard. I ended up doing like 1:29:21 for 13.3 miles which came out to a 1:28:00 even for 13.1.
Nowhere near a Personal Best but it was ok, especially running at night. I finished 32 of 8300+ and won my age group. But I didn’t feel right. I felt bloated and fat, which I know I looked, but had no idea why.
I ended up going to bed too late and knew I couldn’t ride far on that little sleep. I slept in a little and did a medium length ride with a solid brick run! I then headed back to Disney and spent an awesome day in Epcot with my family! I stayed the night and we went to Animal Kingdom in the morning. That’s kind of where the trouble started for me.
I just didn’t feel good. All I could think about was that I was tired, hadn’t worked out, and didn’t know when I would be able to. At about noon, I decided I was going to go home so I could eat food that didn’t make me anxious, get a nap and get a workout.
I got home and ate, but then couldn’t drag myself up to get a good workout. I barely did a bike workout and realized how freaking upset and mad I was at myself- I had a horrible training day and basically bailed on my family who I had no idea when I would see again. Things sucked.
The following day, I smashed a workout which was good, but I still felt bad about leaving my family. When you have problems like that- suck that shit up and find your priorities. I decided to clear my schedule and take one more day off from work Wednesday. I had a great workout in the morning then headed back (AGAIN) to Disney to spend one more full day me family. Just me, my mom, my dad, all day in the Magic Kingdom. It was seriously one of the best days I’ve had in so so long and it was so amazing to see them again.
This brought me out of that dark place I went into on Saturday night. I know this sounds like it was just me feeling sorry for myself, but it's not. Take every moment you get to do some magical and savor it. Tell your family you love them, prioritize your life, avoid things that aren’t moving you in a positive direction. I am so glad I made that decision to go back and spend the day with them- the weather was gorgeous and I basically got to re-live some childhood memories on Thunder Mountain Railroad, Splash Mountain, and Space Mountain.
I’m in a much better place now, but there were parts of that week that were still tough. Suck it up, learn from it, move forward, live life, enjoy life!
Make sure you know where your priorities are and tell those who you love just how much you love them. Tell your friends how much you appreciate them. A lot of you guys I have never met, but the impact you play in my life is without match. Thank you all.
Right now I am in Chicago and in the morning will be running the Urbanathlon! I’ll be sure to post on this next week so stay tuned. Thank you all
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